Sprinkles Sparkles

February 26, 2024

Guyssss, I gotta admit, although I don't show my struggles a lotttt, I'm a human who has struggles just like you do! :,]

Serious talk, y'all, although it probably won't sound like it, high school is probably some of the worst (but not bad!) years of my life so far. I started my first high school year doing virtual classes for the entirety of the school year. Oh, what's next? I have virtual classes the following school year, like, again, even though I wanted to go back to school in person, but the 'rona was still catching up like everywhere. Oh yeah, trust me, the perks of doing virtual class is nice, but it SUCKED doing this for two years. I'm glad I got to go back in person during my third to fourth year here.

Side note: I had to do virtual because I have asthma, and with that, I'm at high risk of catching the 'rona. :(

Here's the thing though, I believe that I could have easily reunited with my old peers starting my first year back in person, but life happens, I guess. This got me also thinking, "just imagine the friends I could have made in my first two years here. Would I start to get more socialable around peoole?" I don't even know, at this point, I feel like I'm throwing words out.

I want to rekindle with old peers that have yet to converse with me after all of this time, but am I weird for not accepting this change? I want to reconnect with an old friend, but for a person like me to take the approach, it’s difficult. My main goal of the school year is to talk to him, but I guess I can’t bring myself to do that. What if he doesn’t wanna reconnect? Lol, it feels like change feels like a dream. :,)

When I started my third year, which at that time I went back in person, it felt like my former peers did not recognize me, like, at all. Heck, I may be wrong because funny thing is... we haven't even talked after a long time yet. LOL. I'm like "that's hecking weirddddddd."

It's a good thing that I still keep in touch with my best friends in and out the school, which I befriended back when we were in middle school. :) They mean the most to me and I'm glad to be there for them. If any of you guys are reading this, ILY all :)

Some more good also came out of that experience of being back in person for two years, I befriended an amazing person who I actually first talked to in a virtual class a few years ago. He is one of my bestest friends ever and one of the most amazing people in the world, that I think it should be a crime for people to hate him. We share very similar interests in video games and that's what caused us to be the best of friends. I made friends with three of his friends in school along the way and I think they are really cool. I also got to befriend his girlfriend and I think she's also cool. If any of you guys are reading this, ILY all :)

There's some more good out of that, though, I mentioned this before and I'm gonna mention this again: I'm in the e-sports team!

That's about it for now.

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